I do wake up some mornings hoping I was thin but I know there is no quick fix, it takes time and sheer determination, determination I do have but life always gets in the way, with my daughter 10 having kyphscolosis and countless spinal surgeries since she was 3 and my husband nearly died due to a heart infection and it still effects both of them every day.
I have decided though I am turning 30 in may and I have to be a little selfish and look after my health, my son 7 does my exercise videos with me every day which is amazing and sweet.
My husband is being really supportive and is dieting with me.
Been doing this since January 4th this time round!
Want this to last and won’t let days out, birthdays, parties and Christmas stand in the way.
I have servier anxiety I have been ready to do my driving test for 2 years but every time I do my test I fail, my anxiety gets to much and the thought of doing the test at the moment makes me physically ill, so I have had to put my driving on hold, even though my theory runs out in June I am so angry that my body won’t let me do what I want.
I am hoping losing weight will help with my anxiety.
I have lost 7 and half pounds in 4 weeks which is a start and I am exercising every day and eating well, so hopefully this is the last diet I will be on no matter how long it takes!
Wish me luck I need it.
Becca x